EXCUSE

(O Allah/God) What is this my life? This is Yours one excuse - You are showing Yourself through it, wasn't that just one fiction?
You are not stayed hidden also, after making me jettison my abode - Why would you meet me again (after death)? Who is madly in love with me?
You didn't save Adam (from Satan), was that a clever move? - I am not saying by tongue, in case you say it is a rebellious talk.
If You are the only One in Existence, if all Time & Space is Yours - To whom You are showing the attractive Intense Mode of love.
Why are You worried about me after destroying my abode like this - You are not leaving me alone after my this condition, this is a lovers intense gesture.
Only You know this, I am talking boldly - Do not touch in this world but House of Tavern over there.
How did thought came to You, that, You should make a factory/universe/production line - This doesn't come into my understanding nor it is an idiotic question.
Mine are friendlier talks, may look alike a non-believers talks - Aren't You sad alone by yourself, tell me secretly.
Is this the Freedom of Act? Is this is your Justice? - If not prostrated to You, whipping is the punishment.
You are worried about getting worshiped; hungry/destitute is worried about his family - In this world is no paradise of Yours, here are the hard realities of the world.
That person does not know Your worship, who demands reward for it - Virgins of Paradise, Alcohol and young boys are the reward for the worshipper.
What would You give me in the next life? I am carefree from this thought - If that was the mistake of Adam; Why am I getting punishment for it?
O Sorrowless! What have you receive for giving me pain? - What lamenting should I do to You & how? World might see it.
For the Sake of Faith in You, I have heard taunts & taunts - You have tested me well, how far You are going to test me?
It is in Your prudence to keep providing me provisions to live - So Your name will carry-on; I am your Excuse.
You burn Your paradise, demolish Your tavern - This is a station for paid worshippers; My station is (La-MakaN) where I was created.

Very simple English understanding of an Urdu Poem by Javed Javed - December 2006